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Friday, May 27, 2011

2011.

對上一篇差不多是一年前的事了.

嗯..這一年發生了蠻多的事的.
報了大學, 學車, 跟他分手了又復合, 還有點兒掛念著另一個他..
第一次因為學校壓力而哭, 第一次很想家..
還有下星期的PROM, EXAM, GRAD..
好像很多事要顧慮, 沒有什麼空閒時間休息.
有時候還要跟那個自我中心的他吵架;
真的有點兒累了..

其實分手的念頭已經出現了一段時間,
只是有點兒不忍心,
加上還未有一個好的原因去跟他說.
(其實他大概也猜到了吧, 對他的態度根本是180度大轉變)
唉.
最近跟友人談起自己,
才發現自己性格很古怪,
三心兩意, 三分鍾熱度, 好奇, 執著, 不喜歡容易得到的, 得到了便失去所有興趣, 五時花六時變, 不喜歡千篇一律的人等等等等..
其實跟我相處有點難吧:P 哈哈
現在掛念神神秘秘的那個, 從上年都應該知道沒有可能吧, 他只是當我一個智商未全的一個小妹妹, 一個普通到不能再普通的朋友.
這個....應該也只是三分鐘熱度吧..(i hope so :S)

對..男孩子真的很可惡,
有時真的希望把他們通通變做女孩子, world peace :<
算了, 現在還有很多其他比他們重要的事等著我去做.
做人總不能活在自己虛構的想像當中吧.
somethings just let them happen, surprises will happen :)
hold your faith kristie! hehee

I'm actually looking forward to grad,
I'll soon be out of highschool!
Can you believe it? It's been four years already,
I've lived in this house with my aunt for four whole years.
It seems like it was only yesterday that I step foot on this house for the first time..
haha..times goes by too quickly :P I hope I didn't miss anything
Although I complain about everything a lot, I'm pretty sure I'm going to miss this next year.
Next year will be a whole new start, I will have to be dependent by myself.
No one is going to take care of me, no one is going to bug me to go study,
no one will cook for me, no one will ground me ahhaha :P
Part of me is very excited, but I'm still very nervous..
hope I will survive! and i hope i can keep in touch with all my biffss :)
it's pretty sad to think about how next year i won't be talking to most of my friends now,
BUT! let's not lose hope! true friends will be friends forever :)
gogogo!

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